LOVE and LIGHT to your Dad and his family!
I have to tell you Roger, I am sorry to hear of your Dad's passing. I'm not sure but I think he was the guy I was talking to at the DAV event that had really good energy about what we were doing. If that was him, he was a VERY GOOD MAN!! I also have to say, I lost my Dad & my brother within the last 2 yrs. I don't know if this will help much, but you MUST have faith that he is in a FAR better place now. Pain free, and LOVING the fishing he's doing now!! I died when I was 12. FOR REAL. DROWNED. Went down for the 3rd time type thing, and I "saw the Light". Still don't know who/what pulled me out, but...rest assured "the Light" IS there!! Since that time I have not been afraid to die or to fish. In fact I crave it. I don't WANT to die, but I don't fear it!!
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dens me to hear and I have to tell you, cuz I don't know how old you are, or how your "faith" is...I am not Religious, just Spiritual, so as long as you BELIEVE, it helps!! The Universe does NOT waste energy, and it sounds like he had PLENTY! I do like the part where he wanted to be put in the Gorge...I'm still spreading my brother ashes across God's BEAUTIFUL creation!! I just HOPE that someone will be able to return the favor to me one day!
God Bless you and your family!! It does get better, after time.
BELIEVE!!
LOVE and LIGHT,
Wayne B.
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