06-25-2003, 03:49 AM
YESSA BUD I COULDN,T OF SAID IT BETTER FER ME IT IS THE SAME, THE TIME SHARED IN THE WOODS , I,VE DONE SINCE I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO WALK, THE PEACE THE SERENITY, THE WHOLENESS I FEEL OF GOD,S NATURE AND WHAT HE MADE FER US TO USE, TO LIVE AND DIE FOR AND TO KNOW THAT EVERYTHIN IN LIFE DOES HAVE A SEASON. AND THAT LIFE IS TO LIVE, AND TO LIVE FREE AND DIE. FREE. TO KNOW THAT I HAVE CHOICES, TO SHOOT THAT LITTLE ONE OR TO WAIT FER THE BIGGER ONE TO COME BY. WHICH I DO, BUT THAT IT,S MY CHOICE IN LIFE TO MAKE EM RIGHT WRONG OR INDIFFERENT BEIN ME. TO LEARN, OF LIFE TO MAKE MISTAKES AND LEARN FROM THEM, ALSO, IT,S A PART OF ME LIKE LONEHUNTER SAID. IT,S TRUE. FOR ME. I CHOOSE TO HUNT AND FISH. AND I,M GONNA. TO LIVE THE WAY I BELIEVE GRAMP BELEIVED MY SON TIME SHARIN WITH HIM, IF IT,S ONLY TO GO SHOOTIN IT,S CALLED TRADITION TOO. BUT I WON,LT MAKE EXCUSES TO ANYONE WHY I HUNT AND FISH, I WILL TRY TO EXPLAIN AND IT,S EITHER THEY EXCEPT ME THE WAY I AM OR THEY DON,T, I CAN,T CHANGE THEM, ALL I CAN DO IS TAKE CARE OF ME, AND MY BELIEFS BUT I WILL TRY TO HEP. IF THEY WANT IT.SO I,M TRYIN HAHAHA THERE,S DIFFERENT TIMES IN LIFE, TO WATCH THE YOUNG GROW THEN THE TEENAGE YEARS THEN THE BUCK STAGE AND THEN THE ENDIN AND NEARIN,SUFFERIN OF THE OLD, I HATE IT, TO WATCH SOMETHIN DIE LITTLE BY LITTLE IS TO O HARD FER ME TO BEAR.BUT THAT IS A PART OF LIFE TOO. EVEN IF I DON,T LIKE IT. BUT I,D RATHER PUT IT OUT OF IT,S MISERY, THAN TO LET IT SUFFER. BUT THIS IS PART OF LIFE, AND EACH PART IS TO BE CHERISHED, EVEN FER HUMAN BUT WE CAN,T PUT HUMANS DOWN, YA HAVE TO WATCH THEM GO LITTLE BY LITTLE, WHAT,S MOREHUMANE HEERE?? THAT I HAVE TROUBLE WITH! I WATCHED MA DIE, IT WASN,T FUN SHE SUFFERED ALL HER LIFE, SINCE SHE HAD ME, SO TELL ME WHAT IS MORE HUMAN.?? BUT GOD PUT THEM HERE TO USE AND WHEN YA GIT TOO MANY IN ONE AREA THEY STARVE TO DEATH AND I,D RATHER THIN EM THEN LET EM STARVE A HORRIBLE DEATH, CAUSE THEY DON,T GIT ENOUGH TO EAT,AND THEY SUFFER NO DIFFERENT THEAN A KID. HOW MANY KIDS ARE STARVIN TONITE?? AT LEAST I CAN HEP THAT DEER.HERD. ONE WILL LIVE MAYBE MORE. YA CAN,T GIT MUCH CLOSER TO NATURE THAN THAT. LOOKIN AT LIFE AS A CYCLE, AND KNOWIN THAT ONE THING EATS ANOTHER TO SURVIVE AD THEN SOSMETHIN ELSE EATS THAT ONE. RIGHT DOWN THE LINE. IS A GOOD WAY TO LOOK AT IT, MAYBE. GOD SOME HUMANS DO THAT EVERYDAY IN THE WORK PLACE HAHA BIG ONE SWALLOW UP THE LITTLE ONES BY DEGRADIN HURTIN FEELINGS ANDD POWER AND CONTROL, HAHA, BUT TRUE, SOME ANYWAYS, HAHA. I,M JUST TRYIN TO FIGURE OUT WHICH ONES I LIKE BETTER HAHA HUMAN OR MY ANIMALS HAHA I GUESS HAHA I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED VENISON SINCE I USE TO GO TO GRAMPS SINCE I WAS A KID, LEARNED TO SHOOT WITH GRAMP, AND THAT,S WHAT HE LIVED ON WAS WHAT HE GOT IN THE SEASONS. THEY COULDN,T AFFORD NOTHIN FROM THE STORES WITH THE GOVERNMENT ONLY GIVE HIM 350.00 A MONTH AND GOT SHELL SHOCKED IN THE FIRST WORLD WAR FER EM, THE ----. SO HE HAD TO DO SOMEHTIN TO SURVIE AND I LEARNED THAT FROM HIM YOUNG, TO SURVIVE. HE TAUGHT ME HOW. WELL! WELL I GUESS I,VE SAID ENOUGH ON THIS SUBJECT BUT I GUESS IT,S MY WAY OF LOOKIN AT WHO I AM WHAT I HAVE BECOME IN LIFE AND WHAT MEANS MOST TO ME. TO BOIL IT DOWN IT,S SHARIN WITH MY SON REMEMBERIN GRAMP AND OUR TIMES MY LIFE I LIVE TO WALK MY WOODS AND BELIEVE IN WHAT I BELIEVE CAUSE IT IS ME. AND DON,T NEVER LET ANYONE CHANGE YOU. OR PUT YA DOWN FER IT. YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE ISMOST IMPORTANT,AND STAY THAT WAY IF THEY LOVE YA ENOUGH THEY,LL EXCEPT YOU THE WAY YOU AREOR THEY WON,T. DON,T TRY CHANGIN THEM EITHER JUST BE A FRIEND AND BE THERE FER ONE ANOTHER. IF THEY ARE YA FRIEND THEY WON,T TRY. EITHER AIN,T THAT [
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]RIGHT??? YESSA. LATER LISTEN TO THE OLD LONEHUNTER! HAHA HE KNOWS WHAT HE,S TALKIN BOUT. YA CAN LEARN ALOT HERE IF YA WANT TO. LATER YOUR CHOICE!!!
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